Sorry.

For everyone who loved me.
and now you hate me.

For everyone who become my strangers with some memories.

I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to not appreciate your presence.

Yes. You tried your hardest to fill my loneliness.
But, I'm sorry, I still feel that fucking loneliness.




And, you get mad
You dissapointed with me
You have no idea how you could change me.

So you decided to leave me...

Honestly, if I could leave myself as you or other people leave me so damn easily, I will do it for the very first time. But, sadly, I couldn't
If you asked me why, why am I always feeling so lonely even you tried your hardest to be my friend?
I don't even know the answer.
Like there's a big hole in my heart. Very big. Because it has appeared since a long ago and becoming bigger or even worse time after time. Its just something about my past.

I'm sorry.
I don't mean to waste your time.

I'm sorry..

I understand if you leave me.
I understand :))

It's ok.

I just want to say thank you.
For all the precious time you have spent with me.
I have no words to explain it but.. thank you :)

Sorry.
I'm such a bastard.
I'm such a worthless creature.
I'm such an ungrateful people.

But, today..
Even if we aren't close anymore.
I just want to say:
I really appreciate what you did to me. 
I wish you have a good life, many good friends (of course better than me. Haha).
I just want to see you happy, good people :)

Thank you.